oh boy, im not a toy
well, its so weird because everything is working out for me. I mean I seem to be on the path for the boy, I think I landed a awesome summer job and school couldnt get any better. I wish I could take that high mood I was in and combine it with now. I dont trust. I need to trust now. Everything I wanted to happen happened naturally after I stopped stressing over it. I just need to trust now. Everything in my life has never worked out so well as this....its almost like i'm not enjoying it because I feel it may be a big trick. Oh boy!
Well, I think I may use this all this as a new beginning. think positive think positive think positive! Grrrrrrrrr