This is how I've felt lately. Upside down in so many ways. We're dealing with a MAJOR bug issue at our apartment that's made us tear apart our place and toss half our things. I don't mind tossing things honestly being over the years most of our furniture/possessions have come to us for free and simplifing is nice, but the house being torn apart is really killing me. I didn't realize how OCD I can get till this weekend. I've always had my little ticks, but it's been bad this week. With all the chaos around me I can hardly think let alone focus on work. We're looking to move again, maybe to a new apartment once we find the right place, maybe to a new state where I can clear my mind. We'll see I just can't wait for life to turn right side up again.